||[Jun. 12th, 2006|10:09 am]
Wow, LJ is so awesome...no, not really. But anyways, I haven't slept since two days ago. Is that crazy or what?! I dunno, it's hard to sleep these days in the life of Syl. My eyelids are really heavy now though but I don't really feel tired. I'm here at home watching my little brother. He is cute when he sleeps, cause he does the stink bug, bottoms up! Ha funny. Welll I've been home cause I quit work , I don't even know why. But I'm looking for a new one. It was horrible the first few days I had no job, I felt bored as hell and I thought I was going to die. Well, if I don't get a job soon, I'll be spending the rest of my summer up north with relatives after summer school. Sadly, if i do go, I will miss my sunshine. A whole month and a few weeks! Seems intense, I just hope he can handle and not cry ( like when I was in Hawaii). Lol. That just shows how much I love him. In other news that's good, I'm going to get a new kitty in a few weeks. He is a gray tabby and I'm going to name him Virgil. Might've been Wyatt Earp but I like Virgil better. Hmm....lately, I was sad a week ago and a few days maybe. Didn't know why but it was horrible. And the whole time all I could think of was my love, and i tried so hard to feel better. And I ended up doing so, not as happy as I would like to be but it's good. Except for last night when he was acting all crazy about what I did last night. THat was scary, he reminded me of my dad (not a good thing). But I forgive him, can't help those aggressive emotions! Anyways, I went to movies last night, saw Cars, yeah it was pretty funny. I liked it. Not much else to say, band oractice should be soon and summer school starts soon. Life overall is good for now and I can't wait to see my sunshine on Wednesday, I just hope he doesn't stand me up...again. But I don't care, I love him anyways. Yay!!! I must clean house now, until laters...