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wooooooooooooow! [Nov. 16th, 2008|10:58 pm]
[mood |crazycrazy]

Wow I haven't posted in here for so long! Anyways to update on things, I finally an actualy mae it to Hawaii for college and am pursuing a Marine Bio major. So there it is. I met my dreams and goals. Here in HAwaii, surfing, beach bbqs and finally got to see some wild humpack whales in real life and up close! Woohoo! Syl made it!
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I hate being an odd number :( [Mar. 10th, 2008|02:10 am]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]

Today is my birthday! Woohoo! 19 man, ugh such a boring number to be. "So how old are you?", "19", ...."........oh........well that's cool....."

It's been two hours since I've been 19 and I still feel the same way. Boring, uninterested in life still. I've learned a bit more about the world around me, and to tell you the truth, I only hate it more. There is still an emptiness that lies in my head. That feeling of where I am headed for in the future, or when I will die in this life. Empty like there's really nothing to look forward to in life. I hate that feeling and every day I feel like that. Why can't it all just stop? There is a constant longing for more excitement in my life. I guess that may never happen. Oh well, enough complaining for now. Until I feel more motivated to enjoy expressing my own feelings.
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Boredom..... [Apr. 16th, 2007|08:38 pm]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]

Wow, haven't written in here in a long time. BUt its ok. Just hanging out. I didn't get to see my love today but its ok. I hope I get to see him tomorrow. BUt overall, this past friday was our two year anniversary! Amazing and it was the best night ever. He had the tummy flu but he still spent every moment with me. It was nice. And then I saw Disturbia with him, it was an awesome movie! So my weekend was fun.

Life is good, couldn't ask for more. I'll be going to Hawaii Pacific University for school hopefully and it will be fun and great. I will miss everyone but It will only be a few months apart, I'll com home for breaks and stuff. But just updating this for those of you who read it still. Much love to everyone, especially my baby!
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chris doesn't drink soda often [Sep. 7th, 2006|09:07 pm]
Soooo...I'm here in livejournal. how could i forget you!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just here smoking sheeba, gettin my goove on says chris. Journalism is fun cause we really don't do much. Rolling on chairs and typing on livejournal is what we do best. I cant believe this is actualy class.

Ummmmm..Chris says, and I quote "Pueblo kicks ass.....and I'm hungry. Somebody bring me some food". He has nutritional needs. So do i but i am still sick....blaaaaahhhhhh.......
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What a beautiful day.... [Jun. 16th, 2006|10:45 am]
Well, this week has certainly been most interesting. I had the most fun ever and the best of times. I feel happy and stuff. Not just the you know what but it's a few things that have been going on. I'm in love and it's great! Gotta go, teacher is making us leave the computer lab.
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RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!! [Jun. 12th, 2006|10:09 am]
[Current Location |computer, duh!]
[music |AFI-Endlessly, She Said]

Wow, LJ is so awesome...no, not really. But anyways, I haven't slept since two days ago. Is that crazy or what?! I dunno, it's hard to sleep these days in the life of Syl. My eyelids are really heavy now though but I don't really feel tired. I'm here at home watching my little brother. He is cute when he sleeps, cause he does the stink bug, bottoms up! Ha funny. Welll I've been home cause I quit work , I don't even know why. But I'm looking for a new one. It was horrible the first few days I had no job, I felt bored as hell and I thought I was going to die. Well, if I don't get a job soon, I'll be spending the rest of my summer up north with relatives after summer school. Sadly, if i do go, I will miss my sunshine. A whole month and a few weeks! Seems intense, I just hope he can handle and not cry ( like when I was in Hawaii). Lol. That just shows how much I love him. In other news that's good, I'm going to get a new kitty in a few weeks. He is a gray tabby and I'm going to name him Virgil. Might've been Wyatt Earp but I like Virgil better. Hmm....lately, I was sad a week ago and a few days maybe. Didn't know why but it was horrible. And the whole time all I could think of was my love, and i tried so hard to feel better. And I ended up doing so, not as happy as I would like to be but it's good. Except for last night when he was acting all crazy about what I did last night. THat was scary, he reminded me of my dad (not a good thing). But I forgive him, can't help those aggressive emotions! Anyways, I went to movies last night, saw Cars, yeah it was pretty funny. I liked it. Not much else to say, band oractice should be soon and summer school starts soon. Life overall is good for now and I can't wait to see my sunshine on Wednesday, I just hope he doesn't stand me up...again. But I don't care, I love him anyways. Yay!!! I must clean house now, until laters...
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Careful now, what you'll read is upsetting... [Jun. 2nd, 2006|10:41 pm]
To start off, my eyebrown is pierced! I was debating either a tattoo, eyebrown or lip. Now I am addicted to piercings, I thin i'll get my navel done and my lip. And the top of my nose like tess tess. Anyways, just got done playing an awesome show with Hildo and stuff. It was a fun night with everyone who was there. On top of that, I have to go to Hildo's partay on the 10th and that should also be fun. After that, it's another partay and another and the list is endless. Oh yeah, I went to band practice today with Josh, Isaac and Abel. Went well but I was all irritable because the stupid AC broke! But it was cool.

Besides that, I quit Jamba Juice. For lots of personal reasons. I'm just very unstable now with myself. That's all I'll say. But I am getting bored with being home and i have interviews lined up for another job. Wonder how'll that will go.
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Interesting yesterday.... [May. 22nd, 2006|07:32 pm]
Well, yesterday was about the oddest day ever. My coworker and friend Elijah invites me to a movie cause we both wanted to see the da vinci code. It was cool, I assumed others were going to but there wasn't. During the whole movie he keeps trying to flirt with me and he wouldn't stop rubbing up against me and my leg. I didn't say anything though cause I was TOO afraid to hurt his feelings and make a scene at the same time. Afterwards, he let's me drive his cutless supreme broughan in the parking lotm teaching me to drive. The whole time I was thinking that's just how Eli is with everyone right? So then we get food and he wants to know if I ever been to A mountain at night. Hmm????? Seems pretty suspicious now. Thank god my mom calls, and he realizes that maybe it's a little too late. Drives me ho,me and I say goodbye.

I didn't know it was a date or if he really is trying to get with me. He knows I have a bf but I want to be his freind. Im so confused but I think I'll figure out what to do. It was pretty intense and creepy.....
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sadness...... [May. 9th, 2006|08:29 pm]
This whole week has been depressing and stuff. I hate it. Nothing can ever seem right. I am saddened by many things this week. Oh well...

Anyways, to contribute to such an agonizing week, I have shingles. The stupid chicken pox thingy and I'm in extreme pain as well as just irritable. My whole body aches and itches. Sores all over my back. Basically it stays around the nerve endings which are around my back. So no school or work for me. Darn...

So they have me drugged up on antibiotics and pain killers.

And I think Julio is going to get chicken pox. I might have gave it to him. And so will my little brother most likely. More sadness. I am confined to my house and my room. Very contagious!

Well, I love everyone and especially Julio. Until next time...
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(no subject) [May. 6th, 2006|08:53 am]
Ok, so I have the worst allergies this week and on top of that, my eyes are infected with something. Plus, at night I really can't sleep cause I can't breathe when I have bad allergies. So I'm dying a slow and irritable death. Then they take and steal my blood from me cause everyone thinks I'm gonna die or something.

Other than that, I'm going to quit work soon. Then I can do stuff which is kind of gay. I am ashamed...........................................ha, fooled you. No, I just want to be prepared for school and get back to my extracurricular activities. Wow, I am weird.....oh well.

Oh yeah, life is sweet. My love makes everything worthwhile.

Not much else to say here, I'm in a hurry to take a shower. I feel stinky!
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